There have been other cars on the forum that have had far worse welding done but when cleaned up look fine, do not be disheartened what you are doing now is good enough for you to start welding the car properly. Always remember you can go back over the welds if you are not happy with them.
Be methodical, take your time and do not panic if you blow holes. They can be filled with weld and ground down. The more you do the more confident you will get and then you will start to enjoy welding. never see it as a chore or it will always get you down.
Enough counselling you will be fine take one step at a time

